gth to get through this! i really need it :-O

very tired of the remodel & things also just in general. i know i need to find some patience, because it will be so worth it in the end. please give me the strn

been very out oftouch this last week. we are renovating our home & have been unable to walk on our floors after we refinished them. in town for a bit but amso

well really grumpy stressed irritated confused...what more do i need to say?

back at it

hello to anyone & everyone,

i have been really busy the past few months working on a complete remodel on a 1900's victorian house.  we are finally moved in and working on the finish work.  this is probably the most trying times ive ever been through.  especially for my family and relationships let alone my online venting has mostly been at a complete stand still.  so i decided to get back on to it. 

i never really understood that construction work is so incredibly hard on a relationship until we were in the middle of it.  the good news is i know we can make it through it now.  i will not lie...there were a few times where i really wasn't so sure of that fact.  when completely in the middle of all the work when you are on a pushed time frame and limited funds can be extremely stressful when you have very little support, of which is actually needed. it has caused more stress than i ever imagined that it would.   i know that things will be better one day & it will all have been well worth the wait and work.

the part i guess that bothers me the most is that my little girls have been in the middle of all of it.  truthfully im not sure it has actually bothered them as much as i pictured that it would.  they have spent an immense amount of time this summer playing out in our yard & getting extremely close to one another even at such a young age.  i am so very thankful that most of the long hard work is nearly all done and we just have much smaller projects to work on now, so that i can get back to spending the time with them that i had before and want & need desperately. 

well i think this is a good start on getting back in to it.
so bye for now & be back much sooner i promise

oh the days...

hello to all! 

well things are just going along on the house remodel.  sure is a big project with so much to do. we are hoping to be moved by the end of may.  we have someone that is SUPPOSED to move in to our basement by the 1st of june. not really sure how well it's gonna go due to some issues. 

life sure can be crazy at times and frustrating. i've got a crazy busy day ahead full of errands and housework. gotta wait on the sleeping zoe to finish all my stuff. 

i have decided that i really need some mommy time to herself or with some great girlfriends. wander if and when this will begin to happen?

well off to finish my long list of tasks for the day. have a great one all! 
  

hello to all out there...

i am here because i really need a place for me to get things out so here it goes...

i am a wife, mother, sister, daughter, friend, woman, lover, giver, worker, among many other things.

i have had lots of different things in my life that have created the woman that i am today. i would like to believe that i am a wonferful mother. i give my girls more love than i have. i may not be perfect or have everything under the sun to give them, but i do all that i can for them.

i have so many issues and topics that i would love to discuss, however my time for this session is about to run out. so please stand by and i will get into some more asap.

thanks for listening to me,

momma-monkey