Saturday, July 23, 2011

well really grumpy stressed irritated confused...what more do i need to say?

Monday, July 18, 2011

back at it

hello to anyone & everyone,

i have been really busy the past few months working on a complete remodel on a 1900's victorian house.  we are finally moved in and working on the finish work.  this is probably the most trying times ive ever been through.  especially for my family and relationships let alone my online venting has mostly been at a complete stand still.  so i decided to get back on to it. 

i never really understood that construction work is so incredibly hard on a relationship until we were in the middle of it.  the good news is i know we can make it through it now.  i will not lie...there were a few times where i really wasn't so sure of that fact.  when completely in the middle of all the work when you are on a pushed time frame and limited funds can be extremely stressful when you have very little support, of which is actually needed. it has caused more stress than i ever imagined that it would.   i know that things will be better one day & it will all have been well worth the wait and work.

the part i guess that bothers me the most is that my little girls have been in the middle of all of it.  truthfully im not sure it has actually bothered them as much as i pictured that it would.  they have spent an immense amount of time this summer playing out in our yard & getting extremely close to one another even at such a young age.  i am so very thankful that most of the long hard work is nearly all done and we just have much smaller projects to work on now, so that i can get back to spending the time with them that i had before and want & need desperately. 

well i think this is a good start on getting back in to it.
so bye for now & be back much sooner i promise